I FEEL VERI LOST RIGHT NOW. I NOW JUS NEED SOMEONE TO HUG WITH!!

AND I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD CRY
UNTIL I SEE MY LOVE LIE BESIDE MIIE WHEN I SLEEP
MAYBE NOT EVERYDAY
BUT I WOULD SAY TWICE A WEEK.

i sleep at night taking tears in my eye
coz I THOUGHT my love was going saying goodbye
at the time i feel myself die
and my body was cold AND WAS SWEATING ALL THE WAY!

I go through those moods where all I want to do is just scream. Scream out so that MY FAMILY will hear me. Anyone. But everytime I do, no one seems to care. They don't seem to look up. My heart's racing. All I want to do now is just stand in the middle of the street and scream. Scream until my lungs give out. Till my throat hurts so bad that I can barely talk. When it's all said and done, I'll be broken. But only on the inside. I won't let MY FAMILY to see the real me ACCEPT MY LOVE. On the outside, MY FAMILY ONLY ALWAYS see a happy-go-lucky BOY. But it's the inside that's the scary part. So maybe I'll just scream until MY FAMILY hears me.

This poem was basically just me venting,
being fed up with everything in life that I can
no longer take the pain that everything causes.
Sorry, BABY PRINCESS I RELAI DO LOVE U DON LEAVE MIIE I REALI NEED U!


anw i am nw at my baby hse and watching her pg alone sitting down at one corner shedding my tears and i feel beri fuck right cos i think i making her going mad. i am sorry fer everything baby but i hope that this will be your last time. if i think i cant let u pg anynore if u r angry or wad i am sorry but i reali have to do it. sorry. when u are more awake den u talk to miie ba. i am such a fuck up person. making my own girlfriend future ruin. fuck miie. bastard!!!